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Day 62. 3rd March, 2013.

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 11:03:59 -0500

Today was natalie’s 18th birthday. I am so proud of her. And i love her so much.

Day 61. 2nd March, 2013.

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 11:03:30 -0500

Today was Emmy’s senior project bonfire. It was so much fun. I won prizes and it was A+.

Day 60. 1st March, 2013.

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 11:02:46 -0500

Today I hung out with Hannah and Ashley we got Chipotle. and then me and hannah made a YAL video and took Natalie driving, then got olivia and emmy and went to walmart and someone stuck a stuffed bear in my tire. it was fucking weird.

Days 48-59. 16th-28th February, 2013.

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 11:01:43 -0500

These days were also a blur of work school and self loathing. blahhh.

Day 47. 15th February, 2013.

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 10:59:56 -0500

Today was Hayley’s 18th Birthday party, we went to Dave and busters it was alot of fun:)

Days 42-46. 11th-15th February, 2013.

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 10:59:00 -0500

OOps I suck at blogging everyday sorry. Nothing significant happened in this time. That I remember. except that on Valentines day me and Hannah had a friend date and went ice skating and watched glee with ashley it was pretty great:)

Day 41. 10th February, 2013.

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 10:58:28 -0500

Today was sunday I worked. No clue what else I did.

Day 40. 9th February, 2013.

Sun, 10 Feb 2013 01:13:00 -0500

today i went to work. and then me and hannah went boot skating, and smoked hookah in my car with emily and now we be having a sleeps over. yo.

Day 39. 8th February, 2013.

Sun, 10 Feb 2013 01:12:16 -0500

Today I hung out with prism, it was fun! we watch Harry Potter:)

Day 38. 7th February, 2013.

Sun, 10 Feb 2013 01:10:53 -0500

Today was thursday. I slept in. and went to school. yeah.

Day 37. 6th February, 2013.

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 14:14:12 -0500

Today I had a bio exam, and then I skipped pre calc to hang out with Saranda and Hannah and Prism and Aubrey and Taver. It was so nice. I miss Taver, and Katie, and Azra, and Dylan, and the kids and all of them. I wish more than anything there was a way for me to be a part of their lives like I used to be. But I honestly don’t see how that is possible. Because although they have expressed that Laura is in the wrong, she is still their family. and family means everything to them. All I wanted for so many years was to be a part of their family too. But I should have known that, that was never going to be possible.

Day 36. 5th February, 2013.

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 14:11:43 -0500

Today I worked and went to school and it was as always just one of those days that leave me exausted.

Day 35. 4th February, 2013.

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 14:11:02 -0500

Today I had to go back to school. and it was lame and boring. and blah. and then I worked. typical day.

Day 34. 3rd February, 2013.

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 14:10:19 -0500

Today I went and hung out with Jasmine. I love that girl so much. and I cannot wait to spend more time with her up at UMD next year. It will be amazing. Although the closer we get to that the scarrier and harder it seems. im not sure how i will be able to be apart from everyone I love. Between my new friends, and they kids who have been with me sense middle school. I will be absolutly heart broken to see them leave, and to leave them. I hope that they all know how much i love them. and will miss them. And that no matter how far apart we are, we will always have eachother and our holiday parties. :)

Day 33. 2nd February, 2012.

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 14:06:30 -0500

Today I worked then me and Hannah went shopping at rosedale. and It was soo much fun. I miss that girl like crazy. and it was so great to get to spend some time with her.

Day 32. 1st February, 2013.

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 14:05:28 -0500

Today was the day of my final high school pep fest. It was extreamly sad. But amazing at the same time. I was undoubtibly disapouinted that we did not get to do our senior battle cry. But I’m sure willl find another time to do it. Besides that I went to work. then after work I went over to sydneys and we drank Mikes Hard Lemonade and watched tv, and ordered pizza. it was a pretty perfect night i’d say.

Day 31. 31st January, 2013.

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 14:03:07 -0500

Today was LONG. I was at the hospital, then school, then greys. LONGLONGLONG DAY.

Day 30. 30th January, 2013.

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 14:02:27 -0500

Today I went to class and work. and it was simply an ordinary day.

Day 29. 29th January, 2013.

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 14:01:59 -0500

Today I had a really awesome lab with Jo. She is seriously just the best lab partner, besides Aubrey of course:) I also worked in the morning, that was pretty lame.

Day 28. 28th January, 2013.

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 17:43:31 -0500

Today I went to school. My first class of the day got cancelled. which normally I would have been extatic about, but I wasn’t because I was already at school, in fact I was sitting in our classroom. therefore i was pretty pissed because my next class wasn’t until 10 and that class was at 8. I could have slept in:( but anyways. after school i went home and Laura came over for a while. the thing i’ve noticed with her is that if its just the two of us, its like the past year and a half never even happened. when we are just alone and home and just hanging out. It’s like old times, but if we go anywhere or are with other people it is just awkward and weird. I think it is probably because when we were together, and still friends and stuff we spent most of our time at home just the two of us. That is just how it always was. but anyways then I had dinner with Lucy. and it was super awesome and fun. But I’m afraid I might have borred her to death with my talking. but we did talk about Justin for a while and I got pretty emotional about it. I am not looking forward to all of the change that is about to happen, specifially because I’m scared that I wont be able to handle him not being there. But besides that dinner was great, and I got to see Olivia because she was working and It was overall a pretty good day.